Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hella midterms

waaa it's already my midterms for pnoi and math on thursday! RAR :(( they're my 2 hatest subjects by the way. haha. noon at ngayon :))

the lit midterm yesterday was relatively ok. the story was just damn shitty hard! as in super! my fellow eng blockmates and i spent about 3 hours discussing the story because we only got the story at around 1030 am. oh well. all those 3 hrs brainstorming for almost nothing. i even cut botany for that! but i don't regret cutting botany. :) sir let us cut and we used the time searching help notes on the net. thank you matteo ricci! :D hahaha. actually, all our brainstorming was oh so deeper than the actual theme of the story. hahaha. it was actually simpler than what we thought. but still, aswering 7 essays worth 75 points aint comforting. grabe pala ang pressure pag may exam. kahit sobrang paulit-ulit na ako nag-aral, na-black out parin ako sa simula. it was the frigging security alarm's fault! the whole 2 hr test pd, it kept on beeping! ARRRGH! it was so irritating! i got so paranoid that i almost forgot the characteristics of the literary genres. oh well. i think i relatively did ok. the 1st part was my back-up. good thing i made note cards!

the essays....ugh.
nakakasabaw pala pag panay essays lang. 75 points. damn. HAHAHA. halos matuyo na utak ko kahapon kakapiga ng ideas. hahaha. ang masaklap pa, hindi na katulad ng hs na pwede mong bolahin ng mga motherly quotes at sparknotes trivia. sariling sikap talaga. at ang accepted lang na sagot, ay ang interpretation ng teacher.

i even have my own share of failed quizzes. boohoo :(

i just hope my answers are right. god bless me and my answers! hahaha

gogogo! aza aza fighting! midterms!

bye for now, i think i'll also have a techno diet for now. the net is such a distraction to me! haha

-july 2007-

Sunday, July 29, 2007

i am the fox







Saint Exupery's 'The Little Prince' Quiz.




You are the fox.
Take this quiz!













-july 2007-

Saturday, July 28, 2007

:D

i had the greatest dream last night. *sigh* <3

hehehe, maybe God is just giving me some sort of comfort to last me the whole week. it's already my lit midterm tomorrow and i haven't even started studying! ack! our teacher even told us that this time, she made the midterm harder because our class was "more advanced" compared to the other classes. she said it used to be easy! demmet! she even told us that there was quite a handful in our class that had "literary abilities". taeeee. e hello?! i'm sure i'm not part of that handful! i already failed 2 of her quizzes. nyargh. 6/10. hay buti pa sa stc, 5, pasado ka na. sa ateneo 7 pa ang passing. that's bullshit mehn. RAR.

long test in math on thurs! *shiver*

midterms in fil also on thurs! the caucasian review is also due the same day! *shiver shiver!*

oh well. thanks to my dream, i'm a bit inspired right now. HAHA. :P emphasis on A BIT.


-july 2007-

Thursday, July 26, 2007

I am a hero! :D wehhh haha


Your Score: D.L. Hawkins


You scored 45 Idealism, 45 Nonconformity, 33 Nerdiness




I ain't wearing no tights.

Congratulations, you're D.L. Hawkins! You've got a bit of a past to overcome, but you are a strong person and you care very deeply about the people you love. You are good at getting out of tight situations, however, you're not quite as good at simple, practical things like making lunches.

Your best quality: Getting yourself out of difficult situations
Your worst quality: No culinary skills whatsoever, refusal to don tights



Link: The Heroes Personality Test written by freedomdegrees on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test


okay...this is just plain weird. saan nanggaling yun?! sinagot ko nga i super love manga e. :P aww sana ako na lang si hiro nakamura! :P and hello! i can COOK! culinary arts blah. 0.o i didn't join kusinang pinoy and experimental cooking for nothing!

-july 2007-

DO NOT INTERPRET PARIN

salamat talaga sa motto na to. saviour! :D

GO ATENEO! :D

WE WON!!! WOOHOO!!! IN YOUR FACE LA SALLE! BWAHAHA >:)

and you thought you were going to drag us just like that,noh?!

oh well congrats to us. :D

wipee. 80-77. over timeeeeeeeee. woooh grabe! it was so tense! both teams are good. :D see, i'm not that biased. HAHAHA.

once again, Chris Tiu was the saviour. :X jai reyes, too. :D kirk long was really good too. haha elena! :P

go IGLESIA NI CHRIS TIU!!! HAHAHA :D

-july 2007-

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i so love JM HAHAHA

just about an hour ago, i was fuming. HAY NAKO! guys are just impossible. tae talaga. BAKIT GANON?! NYARGH! after all that, ganito lang rin pala. sige a. rar.

oh well, good thing i thought of searching "JM" in google. :P nyahaha. betti! grabe, nakikita ko siya sa caf! haha okay...i just hope he didn't realize that i was staring at him the whole time :P tihee. aww memories, sibol! :D Nyahaha. he's not that super cute anymore, but whenever i remember him in Ibong Adarna and Hervacio Tubulan, ahhhh! :x HAHAHA.

betti! try searching him in youtube! i was super lucky coz the video was only uploaded yesterday! ye! ako pa 1st viewer =))

thanks for cheering me up JM even though you don't know i exist. huhuhu :( one day, we're bound to be classmates . just you wait :P hahaha. and we'll be singing "shit conyo pare wow labo naman. may party sa Dasma, wala kaming wheels. may trip sa Dasma, wala kaming wheels. shoot, conyo pare wow labo naman. why did mommy have to go shpping abroad? why did my dad borrow my Volvo tonight? why did my car go bangga? "(bang-ga! may impit yan haha)

"dayap, labaha, at sintas" -Ibong Adarna play

good night everyone :)

this is my week! ye baybeh! hahaha. my blockmates are too chicken to be "mean" to me this week. i told them if they piss me off, even just a little, i'll quickly give out HP7 spoilers. bwahaha >:) takot lang nila noh. so yeah, most of them are really "nice" to me. HAHAHA. diba rex at renz? WAHAHA.

this week has been relatively light and monotonous, thanks to freecuts and the motto "DO NOT INTERPRET!" HAHAHA. wink wink ;)

tomorrow's the BIG DAY! ATENEO vs DLSU! hahaha and i have a feeling that we're gonna get squished REAL bad. hahaha pero todo fighting spirit parin! GO ATENEO :D finally, i can formally cheer for my school. too bad i couldn;t get tickets. waa first time! grabe kung kelan naman ganap na atenista na ako, dun na ako hindi nakakanood. RAR.

oh well, GO ATENEO!

-july 2007-

Monday, July 23, 2007

i am proud to say that i read HP 7 already!

YEAH BAYBEH!!!! hahaha. that's why i know this is so worth posting an entry over!!!!

FYI: DON'T WORRY, I WON'T BE POSTING ANY SPOILERS! so for those who haven't read HP 7 yet, you can safely read this entry. :)


shit! grabe. i read the the book Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows for 2 days! wooh grabe! yun lang ginawa ko nung weekend. no aral, no advance reading in any other subject! SOLID HARRY POTTER! and i guess it was all worth it. yes, i HAVE FAIRLY FINISHED IT. i did not peek through the last chapter, Nineteen years later like most people i know did i didn't want to spoil myself, even though i fell into temptation and read some of the spoilers on the net. AND I TELL YOU, THE SPOILERS ON THE NET ARE FAKE!!! or at least the ones i have read...

grabe. i swear, my eyesight was so blurry yesterday that i had to hold the book directly in front of my face! as in! i couldn't make up the words clearly anymore because my vision was so messed up! oh well. that's what i get for reading a long book in 2 days. i think i could have read it in a day if only dad got the book at exactly 7:01 am (july 21, 2007 saturday). i started reading at around 10 am and finished reading it at around 9 pm the next day. promise, it's my fave book already! there's a whole of twists, and what-the-fuck moments! promise! i found myself swearing and banging on the book when i couldn't believe what i was reading. it's like i was so into story that i took it rather deeply. HAHAHA. grabe ung epilogue. nakakainis talaga. HAHAHA but it's better than the preceeding books anyway. but i still love the 4th book! ye goblet of fire forever! :D

so there, i was bit nostalgic and emo as i was reading the last book. i mean hello?! harry potter and i have been together for almost about 6-7 years. it has been in my system, my dreams, and my childhood. i don't really recommend the little kids to actually read the 7th one though. it's really the darkest book.

but i still love it!

Harry Potter, i have a confession to make. I love you. hahaha or rather, JK Rowling! i swear, i'll force my kids to read your book! i'll force it into their system! WAHAHAHA.

awww, it ends here. no more installments. no more excitement over upcoming books and info about HP. no more new fantasies of the wizarding world. no more new terms such as Quidditch, Imperius curse, patronus, pensieve, lemon drop, nearly-headless nick, the burrow, the diadem, the house-elf, Sirius, Dumbledore, Voldemort, Gryffindor, Lupin, and many more.
it really is hard to say goodbye to something you have been quite fond of over the years. the sense of consistency of presence...the understanding i share with fellow harry potter fans.

EVERYTHING!

it's just weird to realize that i have grown along with Harry Potter. i am also 17. he is of age, which means i might as well be. all throughout the years, you have kept me company when i needed some dose of escape from reality, where i could once again be a kid again. where i can run free, explore, and fantasize about everything i have dreamed of.

okay okay, this is becoming a bit too emo and senti, so i'll cut it here.

this isn't goodbye, Harry.

:)

-july 2007-

Thursday, July 19, 2007

why o why

you now have somebody else. good for you. it pains me to see you bloom in presence of sunlight. aren't you afraid of coming out? of the truth? of me?
how can you be so insensitive? so ignorant? my ardor for you vanished in an instant. i am now again broken. you really are cruel. please oh please stop smiling. are you mocking me? my anxiety has taken it's toll on me. haven't you had enough already? aren't you happy? you're draining all the ardor out of me.

please stop.


-july 2007-

discovering a guy's mind

today was funny. my block hung around caf up and it was oh so interesting. as usual, i pigged out. HAHA. no surprise in there. we talked about many stuff. love life. sex. pornography. videos. courtship. pamboboso and the like. HAHAHA. at take note a, ung mga lalaki ko pang classmates ang nagsisimula ng usapan. haha so this is the moment i once thought of before. now, we can talk about anything. no more ilangan and silence-just-because-they're-guys-and-im-a-girl type.

it actually made me kinda sad coz the stuff i once thought of guys were justified. they can really be perverts, jerks, losers, and morons. by their kwentos, i am now aware. tsktsk. but thanks guys, at least you made me aware and more careful. HAHAHA.

i love you blockmates. :P

the golden rule thy still suffices!!!

DO NOT INTERPRET!!!! hahahaha :P

and yeah, girls can also be jerks too. haha right, dan?

-july 2007-

Sunday, July 15, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEL


hoy baboy! birthday mo na mamaya! kaya

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABOY!

haha thanks for everything panget. HAHAHA. we've gone through a lot and i must say, thank you. you have been the highlight of my high school life, be it unobvious. we've seen each other in every state we could think of. we saw each other in our prettiest state, our bangag state (and i tell you, it aint pretty), our lasheng state (duhhh moments), our unrational state (usually, it's me doing all the ranting and complaining, not to mention having morbid thoughts), our sleepy state (this happens A LOT! lalo na nung research!), our piggy state (lalo na ako. HAHAHA masarap kumain e!), our impatient state(when we have so much to do in school and we tend to put on the pressure baggage on each other), our happy and giddy state (haha simple joys mehn!), our divisoria-sinasapian mode! (do i need to say more? haha), and with any state i could think of!

thanks mehn.

we may be in different universities, but i tell you, it doesn't matter. GO STC parin! HAHAHA kahit nagugunaw na ata ang stc sa kasulukuyan. madaming kababalagahan na daw nangyayari dun.

kaya oh well. haha. their fault!

thanks for everything dude, there were things that i only told you because you were one of the few ones that i really trusted. haha lalo na kay 05. juskopo. HAHAHA

ahhh. hayyy. take care always mehn! paang kamay! hahaha. try not to be late always ok? HAHAHA.

love you! :D

P.S.
may utang ka sakin na dutch mill a!HAHAHA



-july 2007-

hear me out now

i'm back to square one again.

why must i fall into temptation?

why must i let my hormones rage and take over my emotions? again.

i'm crazy about you. the way you walk. the way you look at me. the way you talk. the way you write about philosophical things. the way you can probably publish your very own book with your amazing mind. the way you think. the way you turn me on.

gawd.

i like everything about you.

-july 2007-

the way you rant about things. the way you "talked" to physics because you got a low grade and even made a song out of it. (see? we compliment each other. i like physics. HAHA pinilit)
i love the way you laugh like i do.(very barubal) and the part that we have so many things in common?



agh.

then why must i contain my feelings?

it's just plain complicated.

it's just not that easy and done.

i thought i have overcome this stage 2 years ago, but then again, you came. (haha ang cheesy)

i am near obssession again. blah. i even wished death a few years ago because i was too obssessed with someone.

HAHAHA.

i don't think this is love.

it's worse.

help me now. this isn't right. i just left an all-girl's school a few months ago, and i become like this? again? di bale, dun naman sa stc nagsimula ito e.

tsktsk.

nobody can probably know exactly what i'm saying right now, which is good. i don't think i'm ready to come out yet.

i guess in all these years, i have been in denial. and i thought i went through all the the "cooky" stages already..

i guess i just missed out some stuff and now, i'm really discovering myself.

but i refuse to be. okay na nga ako nung 4th yr. OKAY na. at kala ko mas magiging MAS OKAY na pag college. hindi pala.

what's happening to me? my life's falling out. or am i just forcing myself to believe that because it's the "in" thing? to be emo?

bullshit.

or maybe it's just because i'm "due" this week and my hormones are playing tricks on me. ano ba. kala ko ba dapat nangyari na to nung HS?! kala ko ba tapos na? hindi pala e.

-------EXTRA---------

i need to bust out my all sunshine-y and perky vibe with my blockmates. it's just not real anymore. i get pooped being cheery all the time in front of them. but i can't help it! it just comes out naturally to be crazy in front of them. then why do i feel so drained when i arrive at home? and that i start crying for no apparent reason?

hmm. i always seem happy and cheery in school, but i dunno, it just comes out naturally! then why do i feel so down when i'm all alone here at home?

hayayay.

stooopeed hormones!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

weekend break

yay! i finally watched transformers last friday! haha yeah, i know, i'm such a loser! 0.o hahaha. good thing i was able to "squeeze" it in. it was soooo cool! B-) super! the girl's so hot! haha. usually that kind of face can only be seen modeling in prestigious brands. it's only now that they started putting the "model-type" girls into showbiz. you know what i mean. ung tipong mga babae na sobrang ganda at hot na kala mo di sila totoong tao? ung kala mo di nagsasalita? at nakakagulat pag nakikita mong nagsasalita?HAHAHA. shia was cute too :) aww even stevens :P

i watched the Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix movie a while ago in TriNoma. :D wiii! hahaha :D actually, from all the 6 books (which will become 7 next wk!), my fave book is book 4, The Goblet of Fire. it was just sooo WOOWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! as in! i could read and reread it all over again because the story had so many twists and ironies! :D :D i super love that book. too bad the movie wasn't that great at all. sure, it had all these graphics, but it really didn't capture the "wowness" of book 4. the the book adaptation was really poor actually. i even got pissed off after i watched the 4th movie. it was such a waste. oh well. it happens.

back to the 5th movie, it was okay i guess. the book adaptation was way better compared to the 4th one. there were also less computer graphics and the like. most of the time, it just focused on Harry's struggling face and body. HAHAHA. AW! HOTNESS! HAHAHA :X but really, i still love him best in the 1st movie! he was oh sooo cute!!! awww just like a little boy :)

haha i really have this fetish with totoy boys with glasses. NYAHAHA :D

the movie felt like it was only an hour coz it was so bitin! :( hayy there goes another year and a half of waiting for the 6th movie. oh great. there will be a lot of snogging and kissing in the 6th movie. tsktsk. ewww. actually, i was kinda disgusted when i saw Dan and Katie making out. really, i didn't find it sweet. it was actually kinda ewww. HAHAHA. okayyyyy. am i sounding like a little kid again? HAHA but seriously, it was ewwww. HAHAHA.

i'm not looking forward to the 6th movie. i dunno. maybe because i also don't like the 6th book? among the 6, i like it the last. REALLY. Rowling has turned Harry into this conceited rebellious freak who also bullies others. so he's not the goody boy who used to be beaten up all the time.

and it's so obvious that Rowling tried so hard to make it a ala teen story. you know, the "misunderstood-that's-why-i'm-rebelling'and'making-out-with-girls" type of story? wala lang. sayang. it's as if the story was also not well-thought of.

let's just see.

and oh, the last book's going to be released next week!!! i'm super excited! i swear, i'll even bring it to school and read it in the lib just so i can finish it ASAP!

i bet Ron or Hermione is going to die. Harry is just way too obvious and maybe Rowling used some irony tools. hahaha.

wiii :D come here, Harry :D

hayyy, it's been a while narin noh? woow i think it's been almost 10 years! the harry potter craze, i mean. gosh, and after this, there will be no more of you anymore. booo :( no more excitement and giddyness whenever i hear about HP news. i wonder what will happen to HP. surely, you will become a legend. i will certainly let my kids and grandchildren read and watch Harry Potter.

hay :D

-july 2007-

Friday, July 13, 2007

thanks for making me sane julia :P


i like this picture. it reminds me of the "Ang magtanim ay di biro" thing in hs. i miss Iv-2. as usual, ako na naman ung pinakamataas na talon. HAHAHA.


-july 2007-

be pro-active!

gosh, i'm my own cheerleader right now! i'm the only one failing. :(
AZA AZA FIGHTING!

BE PRO-ACTIVE!

BE OPTIMISTIC!

BE...BE...THE SUPER ENERGIZER BUNNY THAT I AM!

BOING! BOING! BOING!

UP UP AND AWAY!

SOAR HIGH LIKE THE EAGLE!

LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE!

HAKUNA MATATA!

HAHAHAHA.

natatawa na lang ako sa sarili ko ngayon. okay, so talagang nababaliw na ako. hahaha.

so help me God! :D

I CAN DO THIS!

-july 2007-

read my horoscope

oh crap. i feel so down lately. i guess my horoscope's right, then? that i have way too much in my plate this month? bullshit mehn. since when did i believe those?! e kasi naman eeeeeeeeee.

botany is hell for me and heaven for my classmates. they've gotten way high marks that it's even way past the perfect score. while, i, on the other hand, got a..... hay oh well :(

my horoscope also said that i should just pay more attention to extra-curriculars because this will be the only thing that will keep my spirits up. e tae. our first visit for Cribs in Tugon was postponed because the babies got infected with scabies right now. poor babies :(

oh well. only God knows what will happen next. if only He made it easier for me to adjust. Hay.

this is not blasphemy.

this is anxiety.

wake me up when summer ends, okay?

-july 2007-

Friday, July 6, 2007

just smile for christina :D



haha VIP!!!!


for more pics: go here

you have to be my contact though.

-july 2007-

the best seats are the free ones :D

christina aguilera concert baybeh!!!!!!! damn, the day before, i actually felt kinda sad while i was watching the christina aguilera special on MTV. e wala lang, ever since i was a kid, i found myself singing her songs in front of the mirror with a hairbrush as a microphone. well i'm not exactly a fanatic, but i just thought that it would be nice to actually see her.

thanks a bunch miranda! :D

i was reviewing for Botany when miranda called.
miranda: uy!
me: o ano? bakit ka tumawag? may bloomfields ba?
miranda: ha? hindi. ano ginagawa mo ngayon?
me: nag-aaral ng botany. bakit?
miranda: teka, may problema ako. pwede mo akong samahan bukas sa christina aguilera concert? marami akong libreng tickets.
me: OMG! siryoso?!
miranda: OO! 3rd row tayoo!
me: siryoso ba yan? e...magkano naman?
miranda: sira! libre!
me: WTF?! LIBRE?! okay sige magpapaalam nako!

haha i woke up my parents just to ask them if i could go. haha e bakit ba? once in a lifetime lang to mangyari noh. libreng ticket tapos nasa harapan ka pa?!

grabe, i couldn't fit in the dissacharides info in my head anymore. all i thought of was the concert! whatta motivation to go to school on a friday :D

the best tickets are the free ones. :D we were on the 12th row baybeh! but at first, we were on the 1st row. hahaha e may nakaupo na pala dun. wala palang exact seating ppag sponsor. hahah. but! AHHH we were so starstruck. ahaha. parang ang sarap na lang mahimatay. hahaha.

there were a lot of models, designers, writers, and artistas. AHAHA. ang kapal talaga ng mukha namin. nakikihalo kami sa kanila. HAHAHA.

mich dulce was also there idol! :P the whole revilla family was also there. richard gutierrez and the whole georgina wilson clan too. :P enchong dee. bastaaaa there were a lot.

all i can say is, CHRISTINA WAS AMAZING!!! her voice is so frigging unbelievable! the crowd was just so damn KJ. i mean hello?! you're on the front row seat, and paid THOUSANDS just to be there and you're not even gonna stand up and dance and sing?! haha. miranda, makis, and i just didn't cared what people thought of us. we just got up and danced. hahaha! i think people around us were kinda shocked to see us "run wild". --a father beside us used that term. haha. e hello?! the crowd was just sitting there!

the crowd was so corny. it wasn't that lively at all. i think we were the only ones "game". oh well, i still had a blast! it actually rained. haha.


hay nako. mas masaya pa nga kung nagconcert na lang siya sa stc. i swear, our screams would beat the KJ crowd anytime. :P
haha

my fave part was LADY MARMALADE!!! as in haha i remember senior's night! gawd that night was so lesboo. hahaha. but it was still so different. while us three were dancing our asses of, the crowd was so stiff! sure, they stood up but they were just standing there! i mean hello?! where's the fun in you?! hahaha.


makis and i played in timezone after the cocert. hahaha. okaay. nakaskirt at nakadress kami at nag time crisis kami at basketball?! okay we just looked funny. :))

neoprint :D

actually i think i had more fun skipping and singing in the rain with makis. ang cute nga e. it was raining and we were skipping along the sidewalk while singing and dancing. haha LET THE PEOPLE STARE MEHN. hahaha.

went home bangag. :P

-july 2007-

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

i finally ran free. literally

today was interesting. my blockmates and i had lunch in jollibee aka jabeee a while ago. the walk was actually fun, even though it was super hot. rex kept on insisting that i was dancer back in hs because he saw me run wild during the orsem. HAHAHA. e hindi e. you won't get me if you actually haven't seen rex's face. there's really something about his face that will make you doubt what he's saying. nakakapanloko. lagi pang nakangiti. e leche. hahaha.

i have a confession to make. i am a battered blockmate. hahaha. the guys and i mean literally boys, always beat me up. lagi nila akong inaasar... haha and they would always tell me that i'm weird, crazy, and super corny. in fact, they told me i'm the corniest person who ever lived. HAHAHA.

"ang weird mo. bakit ganyan ka?"

HAHAHA.

i actually find it funny when they laugh AT me. e wala lang. parang usual lang kasi ung mga ginagawa ko sa stc e. oh well, let them get used to it.

oliver is a mean guy. i mean hello?! he practically wrestled with me the other day. :\ at masakit yun. sobra. take note, in my morbid state, i have finally found my match. hahaha. grabe un mangharot. masakit :\

me: alam mo magiging wife-beater ka. ang sakit mo mangharot.
Oliver: ganun? e ikaw naman magiging husband-beater. ang sakit mo kaya manghampas.

but of course, haha i seeked revenge. >:) hahaha

it's like he treats me as a guy. not a girl anymore. which is actually kinda more fun actually :))

gawd. my PAGKABABOY revealed itself a while ago. after eating lunch, i was so woozy that i tripped two times! hahaha. parang lasing talaga. hahaha

gosh. i really don't know where to put my stc habits to the limits noh?! sheesh, i lied down on the floor!!!!HAHAHA in SEC A. sa may damuhan pa. all my blockmates were laughing at me and were even giving me some weird looks. oh well. they should try it out sometime. they should just be more free-spirited. that's all. i was so sleepy that i even challenged my blockmates to a game of Tag. HAHAHA.

Ad quickly tagged me and there we were, running around and frolicking around the SECA grass area as if we didn't care that classes were still being held. hahaha. oliver and julia also joined in and what can i say? we made a fool out of ourselves. haha. but it was fun. :D it reminded me of those isip-bata days in hs. haha it surely made me wake up! hahaha :D

botany was relatively ok. i think i have already established a special connection with sir. NYAHAHA. e wala e. type niya si rex masyado e.hahaha

my quiz scores turned out ok. :P

eng was kinda fine. sabaw nga lang ung essay :P

lit 13 grpwork! yay :D

headed to MAcci to finish my essay then went home.

-july 2007-

Monday, July 2, 2007

you caught me

fine, fine sandra. you're actually right! haha in college, i haven't really experienced one of those "hard day's night" thingies. actually, things are quite light. for now.

then why why do i feel so crummy? i hate to admit that even though we all had to endure all those sleepless nights and unpretty situations and how we couldn't care less how we looked, i never felt nervous of going to school. but now, i find my tummy always churning whenever i have a class. e bakit ba? hindi pa naman ganun kahirap a.

i guess it was all about the security of having friends to back you up whenever you needed a little push. i guess it just feels weird to restart everything. it takes a little more adjustment than before.

alakazam!

let's do this my friends.

AZA AZA FIGHTING!

-july 2007-

Sunday, July 1, 2007

help meh

let's turn back time and be in high school again. i wanna be sane again, which is kinda ironic since i become so crazy and wild whenever i'm with iv2 or ii2. maybe that's my version of being sane.

just let loose and be free-spirited mehn.

but don't get me wrong mehn. i have always realized that theresians are known for being "nerdy" and baduy when it comes to acads. i mean, hello? kami kaya ang school na may sangkadamakmak(whatta word) na ginagawa na research, defense, feasibility market study, reflections, dioramas, at kung ano-ano pa! that's why we have no time for our social life. and we have no time to have an interest for brushing our hair, shopping, or having our nails done. (pun intended. EHEM! haha i wonder why guys even fall for those kind of girls. i know the answer, they look so much prettier and proper than we do because they have the time.)

my other friends from ahs and lsgh said themselves that we have too much schoolwork for our own good.

e bakit ganon? bakit parang lumalabas na ang tamad ko?

it's burnout mehn...

we just get by stuff by laughing our heads off and being oh-so barubal and wasted with things because we just want to balance off things during high school.

now, shake me and hug me!

-july 2007-

cheery turned glum

just a few minutes ago, i found myself all cheery and satisfied with myself as i finished the last lines of my notes for botany. then all of a sudden, i became so irritable! ARRRGH.

one reason was because i had this conversation with someone, and i just couldn't stand what he said! arrrgh! kaya iv2, tama nga kayo. i shouldn't have interpreted him before pa. hay nako magsama kayong lahat!

the other reason was this:
why are my blockmates so matiyaga?! what the shit mehn. before, i felt so good because i had iv2 to back me up whenever i don't get something or when it comes to cramming. RAR. one thing that made me super irritated was the fact that my blockmate told me "ano ka ba, wala pa ngang 1 month, tinatamad ka na. gayahin mo si ****, matiyaga"

putek. ayoko talaga ng ginaganon. pinapamukha akong tamad at tanga.


of course, her intentions were good. but still.

fellow theresians, i do hope you get me. i swear i'll pop if you don't. bakit ngayon pag sinasabi ko " ayoko naaaaaaaaaaa. nakakatamad mag-aral! wag mo na gawin yan. bukas na lang. sabay tayo." they'd tell me "ano ka ba. wag kang tamarin."

ARRRGH.

good thing rex kept me sane this week. haha tamad din siya katulad ko!!! wooohoo! haha. now, why did that sound so BI?!

gawd.

good luck to me.


-july 2007-