tequila sunrise

My body has been improving. I can now sleep as early as 11 and even woke up as early as 5 am! Normally I'd only be in the 1st stage of sleep by that time. But now, I can greet the sunrise! I almost forgot how great the feeling is when it's early morning (and had a good sleep to boot) and I hear the bird's chirping while the sun gently peeps through my window. It's just nice, and it feels a lot better than waking up to the prickly afternoon sun and the husky tones of Yaya's love radio songs.

la la la

Never in my life have I gone to Sm Megamall 5 times in one week! It's my laptop's fault! It still went crazy right after I had it reformatted so I had to return it to have it fixed again! And after all that....the task manager won't show again. I think it's some virus coz I've tried researching about it and tried all the other methods on how to fix it. I actually thought that I fixed it, but then when I restarted my computer, the task manager wouldn't show again. It also won't shut down properly. Like the blue screen just stays on forever. So I have to remove the batteries every single time! I know it's bad...it's also painful on my part ya know!

But I guess I'm just fine with eveyrthing coz I'll soon get MY NEW BABY!!! A Macbook Pro! :D Yes, goodbye stupid windows viruses! And goodbye cluttered software! And goodbye to installing multiple media programs! Hahaha! I'm currently thinking a name for it...I just have to! :)) Hey, I named my Nikon D40 Zephyr and my sony vaio Kyouya. I even named my ipod mini summer popsicle and Hikaru for my 3G Nano ipod. :)) I guess it's just fun "building" memories and pretty art with gadgets as if they were people. :P

I already know my sched for next sem more or less. That's why I'm forcing myself to sleep and wake up early so my body clock would adjust. I have a 730 class again for crying out loud. And katips traffic is really just hell at that time! You're racing with the gs and hs people! Plus, most of my classes are in Bellarmine. Huhuhu T.T I'll be studying away from civilization! haha. But at least Megan turned out to be my blockmate. At first, I didn't know how to react because I wanted to meet new people and stuff, but that's okay. At least I won't have to go through the awkward stage of trying to know people. I know some people in her block anyway.

My sembreak's been practically very tight. I was never bored! :)) If I had to stay at home, I would feed on anime and series! But I'm usually out and walking about. :P Just the other day, we made tambay at Feliz' pad at the Fort! It was estrogen and MSG day! It was so fun!


Last week I also went out with a couple of blockmates at trinoma. We watched The Chanting 2 and we found it corny and forced. Haha. But that still didn't stop me from hiding behind the popcorn bag! WAHAHA. We also did karaoke! Hahaha KJ nila Oli and Renz. But I guess, I can't blame them. Maybe they just got intimidated by my supreme singing and dancing skills WAHAHHA.

My block was supposed to make tambay at my house today but it didn't push through anymore coz only few could come. Plus, all of them are guys! Hmmm I still like my share of estrogen, thank you very much. I called up Kay last minute if she wanted to hang out and we did! We watched Tropic Thunder and Sex & the City then Kookie came and joined in the fun! Hahaha another pig out session. :)

And then tomorrow...another day out for me with Josel and May! Yay! I miss our baboy trio! Hahaha.

Oh shucks, I think I'm too perky with this entry. :))

All my loving to you

I changed my layout again! But I'm not satisfied though. I just played with the codes and some pics. It looks....plain...and ugly. Haha. Oh well, I got dizzy reading the html, I wanna sleep na.

But oh, I have kwento.

Last Wednesday was the Bloomfields album launch (yes, I USED to be a fangirl) and I went! Of course, now's even better because Kookie, Kay, Arra, and, Bea were there! I was also able to meet Kookie's DLSU friends - Lu and Dianne.

It was my first time to see Jj's other bro, JC! And might I add, he's so good-looking! Hahaha. He even gave us free beer because he misunderstood us when Lu asked him if he was the one who'll drive us home while he was holding a bottle. Hahaha. At least it's free :) And he gave us seats.

Jc: Alam mo kanina, nung nawala kayo, minura ako ni JJ. Hindi pa ako makahanap ng upuan for you guys.

"Balita ko flirt kapatid mo, totoo ba?"

Jc: Hindi! Hindi...(?)

"Sinasabi mo lang iyan kasi kapatid mo e!"

Jc: Maliit ba iyong shorts na suot ko? Sa anak kasi to ni Pepe e.

(And oh...he has a nice...nice pair of eyes ano ba! =)) )

We were so funny! We spent most of our time eating at Pancake house because we got gg-ed! Hahaha, and Bea and I even hunted for Mong because Celine told us that she saw him! Okayyy. But we still watched them play for a while. We also got so giddy because of something HAHAHA. SHIT WALA NA KAYONG NAIINTINDIHAN NO? :))

"And I'll send all my loving to youuuuu (***)"

We have uhm a secret...hahaha. It has something to do with you know..****** and somebody else.

Okay, this isn't making sense anymore. I just wanted to blog because I'm still a bit giddy over it.

But I seriously missed Miranda because of this! Nobody was there to twist and shout with me! Oh the memories! It was when Rocky announced it as the BEST GIG EVER. Everybody was already dancing and we were in the front row. They even danced WITH US (yes, with me and Miranda). Oh well, going to their gigs just isn't right without you freakazoid. Haha. Miss you loads! Sorry I couldn't say hi to Pepe and your cousin Rocky. I only got to talk to jayjay e! Haha. Maybe next time :)

Di bale, I'll send you a copy of their album and jj's beso! hahaha.

sembreak

It's sembreak already baby!!!! And it's rather odd that I'm not blogging everyday anymore like I used to when a break starts. I guess I'm just not that motivated?

Anyhoo, my days have been relatively "busy". Hahaha. I've even watched 3 anime series in a span of 2 days! Hahaha. But you seriously have to watch special A! It's just like ouran! But it's a lot funnier.

Here's the plot summary from wiki:

Hikari Hanazono has always been second to Kei Takishima. When they were six years old, their pro-wrestling loving fathers introduced them to each other. Assuming that she was the best in wrestling, young Hikari challenged Kei to a wrestling match only to be thoroughly defeated by him. Ever since that fateful incident, Hikari swore to beat Kei in school grades, sporting events - anything. To do this, she has enrolled in the same school as Kei since elementary. Now she attends Hakusenkan, an ultra elite school, that costs her carpenter father a lot of money. Hikari and Kei are the top two students in the school, with Kei holding firmly to that number one position. While Hikari considers Kei to be a rival and important friend, she is completely unaware that Kei loves her. The story primarily focuses on Hikari and her constant attempts to defeat her one and only rival, Kei, and how she finds love in their rivalry.

I've also watched Tonagura and about 2 episodes of Kanokon. Don't watch Kanokon. I couldn't bear all the perverted scenes. That's why I was only able to endure 2 eps of it. The main male character is cute though :) And the drawings are nice. I mean the eyes and faces are nice! Not the boobs hahaha. :)) And please, I'm girl enough. :))

The LS defense last Friday was relatively okay. We had our turn at sometime around past 12 and ended after an hour. It went better than I expected. And to think, we just studied the slides an hour earlier. :)) It reminds me of our LS group presentation haha.

Just for the record, seeing your very kenkoy blockmates in corporate attire can be VERY AMUSING. It's like seeing three year olds doing algebra. Haha. And yeah, we looked HOT that day. And I'll bring down my pride. My guy blockmates looked decent enough to sign a business contract. So professional. So sophisticated. Haha. It's true. Guys look a lot cleaner when they're clad in snazzy polos and ties. Hahaha.

We even went to Eastwood in our corporate attire, just for fun. Imagine us playing guitar mania, time crisis, karaoke, and the game where you have to swipe your hands and legs over or under the sensor as the music plays. Haha. They saw me play time crisis and witness me beating Oliver at it too.

Fyi, some of the boys even played basketball at the cov courts after the defense in corporate attire. EWWWW.

RJ: Lumalabas na tunay na kulay ni Ish. Dapat pala di galitin to e. Baka bigla tayong barilin.
Pete: Onga, walang tago-tago, baril lang nang baril.

Ehehehe. :)

We watched Eagle eye and even had the AJMA privilege card so we had a free ticket! Wooo! the movie was so cool! For the first 20 minutes, we all agreed that it was okay if the movie ended already because it's so action-packed! And oh shia <3>

Last Monday Cathy treated ten of us in the block to Club Manila East! Yeahboi. It was fun. A lot of petty sarcastic compliments and laughs, in fact. The water slide was just a big joke. You can walk and run on it without even slipping. I bet my plastic slide is even slippier than THAT. Hahaha. And oh, we went kayak racing too! Hehe, and yeah I lost. But I didn't finish last, mind you! My maskels are pretty tough you know ;) Our favorite pool was the wave pool, hands down. :)) We headed back to our rooms at around 6 and ate to our heart's content by stuffing our deprived tummies with sisig, chopsuey, crispy pata, and gambas. RJ even nibbled and licked his way with crispy pata bones. HAHAHA. Come bed time, we had two rooms but ended up using only one. We had four beds and two sofas beds all in all but we ended up just using 2 beds and 2 sofa beds. Yeah, it's just like what happened in our Islandcove outing too. Hehe. Well that was the original plan. We were pigging out with lotsa chips and sweets and laughing AT Oli's ATTEMPTS at joking when fatigue was pulling me down. But I guess sharing a bed isn't really one of my fortes so I was KJ enough to move to the other room and hogged one of the beds. :D It was pretty quiet at the other room so I went to check. Really slowly. And very discreet. Then the door squeeked. Then I peered. Slowly. Then they screamed. HAHAHAHA. They thought I was a ghost! Then Ad crawled into the room, thinking that he could make a second scare attack. It backfired though. Mark thought he was a dog, and hit him with a jacket!

Mark: Ano to? May asong nakapasok!? *sabay hampas* =))

But they weren't scared. Apparently when I got scared that they thought I didn't have a face, Renz suddelny went ballistic and sworn that a shadow reflected on the glass cabinet. And it was so far away! Then Ad crawled. So everybody was already too panicky to notice Ad's pathetic attempt. WAHAHAHA

Anyhoo, when I went back to bed, and was already dreaming, I felt something move in my pillow. Just like always I told myself that it was nothing and it was just probably my imagination so I bravely looked to my side. &*%^&$&%$! May malaking shadow sa tabi ko. SOBRANG LAKI NA SIGURADONG SI RJ IYON. NAKATINGIN PA SA AKIN AT SOBRANG DI GUMAGALAW! Oh well.

Then when I was already fast asleep already, this Oliver freak barges in then bursts into a happy birthday song! BWISIT!

Third attempt: RJ slowly goes in the room, covers the LCD of his DSLR, then makes pasimple and finding the "right" time to take a picture. My eyes were wide open so I blatantly told him to drop it.

Ish: wag ka na magpicture.
RJ: DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Hehe we woke up at around 7 then ate breakfast then checked out. Then it's RJ's pad! Karaoke, tulog ulit, then kain ulit! Sisig again and sinigang na baboy! Grabe, sobrang healthy living. :)

is this all a dream?

When life gives you too much too handle, you break down. Then you don't feel anything anymore.

But I won't be a spoiled brat, I'm okay. In fact, I have it easier than the others.

It's just that I've been having dreams of me being dead and being helped by spirits. It's rather odd and freaky because it's my first time to encounter such dreams. It felt so SO REAL. I really thought I was dead.

I'm not even depressed right now, I'm not even that burned out.